help.. save me

2012-02-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

I iz gonna pozt some Adam Picz cuz diz iz maii blogz & I dont care

Yay :) ♥

Dork ♥ <3 youuu

2012-02-15T22:08:00.003+08:00

Sucks when that person you can't live without can live perfectly fine without you. Y'know its hard , keeping up an image, living up to expectations trying to please everybody , moulding yourself to fit into society and you can't just be who you are... Yeah I am jealous , jealous of those who fit in, jealous of those who have what they want ..... I get jealous really easily I get hurt really easily but , I am sure I am not the only one, I bet all of you guys get hurt really easily too, just that it doesn't happen as often to you as it does to me. I am jealous of those who parents bring them out often. I am jealous of those who dont study and score well , I am not satisfied , and those who are saying "Be satisfied , you have a roof over your head and food to eat" WELL THATS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME , THATS NOT ENOUGH FOR SOCIETY, THATS NOT ENOUGH FOR THE EXPECTATIONS , THATS NEVER ENOUGH AND I WILL NEVER BE SATISFIED. Its just human nature, the day we are satisfied , is the day we stop progressing .

2012-02-12T20:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to church for Valentines day service :) Pastor told us this super sweet love story of an old couple ♥ Then we watched a drama by the Drama Ministry :) Then TOOK PHOTO WITH PST KONG!! YOU JELLY?!?!! =DDD

2012-02-12T20:50:00.001+08:00

LOL yesterday I told the people that liked the status , I bluff them, today still got 20 more ppl like the status .... You guys , FAILLEDDDDDDDD *trolled*

2012-02-12T20:48:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I hate it when I give a simple and nice reply and people reply back with short, crude replies that they think are funny. If I can make the effort to send a decent message why can't you? I don't think your joke is funny.

2012-02-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

OMG YOU GUYS GOT TROLLED SO BAD

Because I am so nice , here is a list of the people who liked the status within 30 minutes , you are welcome HAHAHAHAAA

2012-02-10T23:48:00.002+08:00

Okay , so like I promied you guys this post abt NCC tdy,sorry if got a lot of typos l am posting this from my 1st gen iPod touch lolals, practically full of drama , but of the trainings , it was the training we were most bonded if I do say so myself, so many ppl cried :/ not gonna go into details of what happened cause I am too lazy and posting from this lousy thing sucks butt so I ma just stop here now :) goodnight guys tmr got math test and wking up early to have breakfast with tiara and megan :) hope we don't go to school late!!

2012-02-10T22:59:00.004+08:00

Today, went to the bus-stop and realized I left my wallet at home and if I went back home to get it I will definitely be late , THANK GOD my cousin was there and lent me $ to go to school , PRAISE GOD!!!!

Then went to school bla bla Ms Goy lesson , blabla SS lesson , bla bla MTL lesson , Then EL lesson was so epic omg haha , Ms Syikin nv come so we like totally went mad and tried to act sophisticated , Tiara , Ruzana and Me :P Then we made fun of Chee's terrible British accent haha =D Then wanted to go home to take my wallet aft school (but didn't) , Megan lent me $5 bucks to eat recess and take bus home , payin her back tmr ....

Then Kym went to meet her godma then me , megan and tiara went to the library and totally made the stupid and funniest gifs ever haha , then went for NCC , then hell happened (will post about it in newer post later)

After all the drama , went home to get my wallet then meet Tiara at NEX to have dinner .. had Pepper Lunch :) YUMMY! =P Then went to the dollar shop to buy drinks , then went to the rooftop to stargaze and talk about whatever happened today and why our part is so messed up .....

Then I tell you ah , got this couple ah , the girl sit in the guys lap then they keep KISSING AND KISSING AND KISSING (it was super disgusting omg cause they open their mouth to kiss)It made me and Tiara cringe x_x Walao , want to ignore them also cannot ignore the way they kissed was like , they have not kissed each other in 30 YEARS (Not say we kaypoh leh , ITS JUST THERE AND WE CANNOT IGNORE IT)

Then we went home :D

-Rachel Habbee ♥

2012-02-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

Okay , gonna post 3 posts today, one abt what happened today and what happened in NCC today =/

2012-02-06T00:53:00.002+08:00

I shall love the people that hate me. This isn't 2 facing because I actually love them , if you love me and welcome me and are true to me, I shall do the same to you too. If you hate me, betray me and backstab me, I will still love you because I have decided to change and love all people around me regardless of how they are, how they behave and how they treat me, THIS IS MY NEW RESOLUTION FOR LIFE. Unless you kill innocent people or innocent animals, rape things, I love you. Be not quick to judge, but quick to love. I was created for a great purpose, if someone slaps me on the right cheek , I shall turn my left cheek to face them. God has given me a heart to love, and with it, Love I shall indeed spread.

2012-02-06T00:19:00.001+08:00

Though you are not sorry , I have been given the grace to forgive you regardless. You are forgiven. I have decided to take things with a pinch of salt since Saturday onwards , gonna be less caring of what people say/ think about me .

2012-02-06T00:11:00.001+08:00

We complain about 2 facing people , yet we still 2 face people , such hypocrites we are.

2012-02-02T23:26:00.002+08:00

Longing for acceptance , longing for understanding

Is it too much to ask?

Seriously today just isnt my day, fuck February 2/2/12

2012-02-02T23:13:00.002+08:00

Not pretty enough , not smart enough , not slim enough , not friendly enough , not understanding enough, not good enough , not cool enough, not disciplined enough, those words sum up what I'm feeling now.... Unwanted , useless , should not have existed .... Yeah , you've proved your point, reminded me of how imperfect I am again... You've put me in my place. Thanks for 'caring' as well.

2012-02-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

Name me one shit in your life that isnt good for you.

2012-02-02T23:07:00.002+08:00

Your life is just so perfect, if only you knew what it were like to be me, if I could be you, life'd be a breeze.

2012-02-02T21:16:00.002+08:00

Lilo praying: "Its me again. I need someone to be by friend. Someone who won't run away. Maybe send
me an angel! The nicest angel you have..."

This is what I'm asking God for too, I know I have Sarah and she's like the best best friend I could ever ask for but, I need someone in school that I can always lean on and who will always be there for me.... Is that too much to ask??

2012-01-18T20:08:00.001+08:00

Though I do not approve of Saulibert , I have to accept defeat and say that they're most probably gonna end up married .... dang it ..... I know I'm gonna sound like a douche for saying this because I totally have no rights whatsoever but , BREAK UP ALREADY!!! Adam should date someone cuter . kthxbye . stupid sauli.

2012-01-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

So , I just got called fat .. AGAIN ... I would yell and scream at the person but ... he IS telling the truth , and if I yell at him , I will become the jackass blah blah .... So , time to just ignore it and pretend to be okay with it .... Whatever .. Nevermind .... Does it really pay to be kind? =/ I mean like ... I just called him dark .. thats all ... *Sigh , I mean I even wrote a message for him on his birthday card last year .... Blah .... Today the sec 4s got their O levels .... It was scary even just being in the hall with em , I think when It my turn 2 years from now I'll be havin a serious nervous break down ... I guess I'll just end here .. thanks for reading guys! :)

#SUCKITUPRACH.

♥- Rachel Habbee

2012-01-05T22:18:00.003+08:00

Everybody deserves equal rights! Click this link to see my status about some stupid people :)

And if you're lazy to go and click the link , I posted a pic of my status :)

2012-01-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

IF MY SON IS GAY

son: mom... i'm gay
me: what was that?
son: i'm... gay
me: HA! KNEW IT!
son: wh...what?
husband: what's going on?
me: OUR SON'S GAY!
husband: oh god.
son: wait, is that okay?
husband: no, i mean yes, it's definitely okay, just, er... your mother...
me: ARE YOU DATING ANYONE?
son: i—
me: YOU CAN DATE WHOMEVER YOU WANT
son: that's great mom bu—
me: I AM SO PROUD OF YOU
husband: your mother has this thing about ga—
me: I'M GOING TO BAKE YOU A CAKE
son: mom that really isn—
me: HAVE YOU EVER SEEN GLEE? HAVE I EVER SHOWN IT TO YOU?
husband: shit
me: WHAT ABOUT X-MEN?
son: dad, what's going o—
me: WE ARE GOING TO STAY UP LATE AND TALK ABOUT BOYS
husband: walk away slowly son i'll try to handle your moth—
me: YOU CAN HAVE AS MANY SLEEPOVERS AS YOU WANT WITH BOYS OR GIRLS AS LONG AS IF IT'S BOYS THEY'RE CUTE
son: i'm scared
husband: it's okay. i was worried that this was going to happen
me: I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SO LONG

-Cred to Tumblr hahaha , I actually really don't care if my kid turns out straight or gay , its really whatever to me ... I just want my kid to ♥ God :)

2011-12-08T22:29:00.001+08:00

If only I had the right to tell you to back off from my friends, I already had you ruin my year for me , and I don't want it to continue happening.

This started because of me anyway. If I started this I probably should be able to end it.

2011-11-30T20:56:00.001+08:00

I just don't like your face . :)

2011-11-16T10:35:00.002+08:00

Some people are just so full of bullshit , they don't treasure what they have and thats why they always lose it , they don't know where to draw the line apparently . I feel like giving this girl two tight slaps on her face -'- , don't spread false shit can? :D and if you have a fucking problem with m e, come look for me to settle it , don't gossip amongst your friends cause it just shows me how much more of a boot-licker you are.

2011-11-11T14:35:00.002+08:00

Do you like the new blog music? :D Did Neil Patrick Harris scare you? :P

2011-11-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

Apparently the saying Bros before Hoes and Chicks over dicks doesn't apply to Bartley Sec ........ Fuck you :)

2011-11-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

Fuck you you fuckedy piece of fuck shit ugly dog I hope you get hit by car ,lorry , bus anything ... you Freaking disgusting piece of dog , I don't want to say to much or release too much information about you , later got problem :) , Its not that I'm scared of a fight , Its just that I treasure what I have now and I don't want you to ruin it , you fuck bitch , ugly slut . =) Fuck you kay kay ???? :D I just hope you know that I hate you . FUCK YOU . :)

2011-11-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

hi . poop . bye

2011-10-26T19:27:00.002+08:00

Today should be known as suay day .
1st , ppl cancel outing on me , but nvm got Yih Ann me go ECP cycling , then go lo ..... reach alr , I realise I forget how to ride bike , after a few unsuccessful tries, was peddling #LIKEABOSS , then I crashed into a roller blader , crashed into a bush , crashed into a cyclist , crashed into a carraige-thingy bike ..... bla bla then raining , chiong back to return bike , return bike alr , STOP RAIN , kns , then decided to go home ..... go to bus stop .... wait very long for bus , then decide to take taxi ...... in the taxi queue we saw the bloody bus arrive .... We were so desperate to go home , we shared a cab with an indian family ..... (got a free ride to AMK hub) k then now I am back homme -.-

2011-10-26T11:57:00.003+08:00

I am fucking pissed of kay , wtf , I even showered and alr prepared to go out , you fucking tell me you are too lazy to go out , asshole , now I can forget about going out alr la! speand the whole day at home with my fucked up shitty father ... FML la . dog.

2011-10-23T22:19:00.002+08:00

Though we were never close friends , I still lie to myself that we were .......Pathetic aren't I ?

So desperate looking for a person that will actually understand me and laugh with me in school that I gave up even my dignity , hoping it was you ......
You never accepted me or was comfortable in getting close with me ..... I kept wondering to myself why I was always feeling down when your'e around yet I still want to hang with you .......

Then I realised I was just looking for acceptance .... All I ever wanted was to be accepted and treated equally .... But I guess thats too much to ask ..... I wanted to do things with you that you normally did with other people .......

Then I realised it wasn't possible because I'm not normal ...... I'm not like the others.........

2011-10-22T11:34:00.000+08:00

Dad , please don't bullshit me and say to my mother "I think she's purposely eating very loudly cause she doesn't want me to sleep". I assure you , when I am on the computer or when I am eating or practically doing anything .... You are the least of my concerns....In fact , I'm not concerned about you at all ....

2011-10-20T14:56:00.001+08:00

I find it rather ironic that Glee is a show about kids who aren't accepted and are constantly bullied but find comfort in doing things they like eg. "Singing".
HOWEVER in real life, some of the people that are bullies are the ones saying "OMG I LOVE GLEE SO MUCH" ..... Hypocrites much?

2011-10-20T10:51:00.002+08:00

My dad is the dumbest fucking shit cunt head ever.
He is an asshole and I don't think you can disagree with that .... I don't think he even regards me as his daughter kay .... KNS , He owns an Ipad , Galaxy Tab , 2 Iphones and won't let me use anything _|_ I had enough already ... a few days ago that shit cunt shouted at me "WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?" fucking hell asshole, if I could answer that without you having to yell at my mum , believe me I would have told you that your'e a fucked up asshole. If it wasn't for your nice parents that treat me so well I would have long asked my mother to choose between me and you .

My mother is the awesomest , infinity times better than that shit cunt will ever be ... I hope he gets run down by a fucking truck ....

So what if I don't record down the fucking hours I use the bloody computer? My exams fucking just finished can't I relax? What is so hard about record my time the computer? Why don't YOU record the time spent you use every time you use the Ipad or Galaxy tab , and everytime you write down ... it will be immediately 30 minutes .... regardless if you used it for 5-29 minutes ... You still fucking record it as 30 minutes If you exceed 31 minutes, you have to write down 1 hour .... and can't sleep past 10.30 on school nights and 11.30 on weekends .... Your gaming usage also cannot exceed 14 hourse per week and if you forget to record you will not use the Ipad , Galaxy Tab , Iphone for 2 whole bloody days . HOW WOULD YOU LIKE THAT?!

Fucking shit cunt ...... All you do these days are just laze at home and yell at me ..... Fuck off la , I hope you smoke more! Smoke until get lung cancer and die! Then my wish will come true .

2011-10-18T18:36:00.001+08:00

Just because you are the head of the house does not make me your dog . I will bathe when I please , yours sincerely , your daughter Rachel Lim .

#IamahumanNOTathing

2011-10-15T22:47:00.001+08:00

All the testimonials are church today are so inspiring , if they can do it , we can do it .... There is nothing to hard and we must never give up ..... JY people!! :) I believe in you :DD ♥

2011-10-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

There is a girl named Effie Tan ♥, who always helped people with their problems , comfort people ,make people laugh ,one of the most caring and self-less people I have met in my life. She is always there for people when they're at their lowest points and nobody is there for them. She always seems happy and problem-free but I know that she has some insecurities too. She has grieved over many friends whom have changed and taken her for granted and still constantly thinks about them from time to time . She was there for them when they needed someone , now that they've gotten over the problem and have new friends they forget about her =/

For those ppl who took her for-granted , YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

kk bb <3

2011-10-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

-flails- I ♥ the way he says "TAKE MY PICTURE BITCH!!" ♥.♥

2011-10-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

2011-10-03T19:33:00.002+08:00

Hey guys , just an update ,I will be forcing myself to not use the comp until exams finish unless I have nothing better to do by scrambling up the wires , so please do not mind my absence :D

2011-10-02T16:20:00.002+08:00

Though I walk in the midst of trouble,
You will revive me,
You will stretch out Your hand ,
Against the wrath of my enemies,
And Your right hand will save me.

Psalms Chapter 138 : 7

Whom shall I fear if my God is on my side ?
I didn't nothing wrong so I am not afraid .
He whom is in me is greater than he who is in the world .

2011-09-30T20:11:00.006+08:00

A dumbo who says he doesn't care about me but bothers to post a status about me , care so much for me right ?? Aww , I know I know I'm so awesome you are just so upset that I deleted you.

I deleted you cause you're a dumb shit and you're not of the standard to be in the list of my fb friends . Not cause I'm scared of you . Whats the link of deleting and being scared ? You dumb pewp ..... If you want to talk to me , can't you do it in school ? Or is it because you prefer to stay and hide behind the comforts of your computer screen? Seriously dude ..... get your head out of your ass.... You are not scary at all . All you know to do is act like a big shot with your stupid girly voice (I've heard girls with manlier voices than you) .... When you want to settle a problem you call your "gang" because your incapable puny mind is not smart enough to comprehend what to do in such situations .... Suck on that dumb dung .

I'm not scared as I know my conscience is clear and I didn't do anything wrong .

2011-09-29T23:18:00.001+08:00

You can say whatever you like .... Everyone knows you just say it to make yourselves feel better .... You know what? You should put your discussion open to public!

Help me choose 2 pairs of shoes!

2011-09-29T18:26:00.005+08:00

Help me choose 2 pairs of shoes!!

No.1

No. 2

No. 3

No. 4

Please let me know!! :)

2011-09-28T22:25:00.003+08:00

I spent almost 2 hours of my day on Pottermore just now O.O , so hoooked ....... I finished all the chapters of the Sorcerer's Stone or the Philosopher's stone as they call it ... ITS SO FUNN!! ZOMG , can't wait for Beta to end and everything to come out!! Hurry up already!! :D -☻ Habbee

2011-09-28T22:23:00.001+08:00

DONT TELL ME THAT BULLSHIT THAT POTTERMORE IS CROWDED!!! LEMME IN LEMME IN LEMME IN YOU IGNORANT BLOODY FOOLS!!!!!

2011-09-28T16:54:00.000+08:00

Pottermore is being a dumb bitch ....... If you have Pottermore , add me!!! My username is RookBlood168 :) ♥

2011-09-28T16:32:00.002+08:00

Lol today after school I chiong to Pizza Hut to buy a pizza since it was on promotion hee hee ...... Then I was late for math ACT =/ Then I lied to Kaya that I had constipation ... HAHAHAHAH ..... kk bb :D

2011-09-27T22:20:00.003+08:00

Good riddens , I want to just stuff my face with pizza and consume the glorious amounts of cheese like a food slut ....... WELL ANYWAY ....... Haii , K byee ♥ :)

2011-09-25T21:14:00.003+08:00

Oh dear Adam Lambert , it was on this day exactly last year I saw you performing live at the padang while I was standing in the front row . Please come back to Singapore soon for your poor little dearest friend who currently cannot afford a ticket to LA ♥

2011-09-25T11:04:00.000+08:00

Awww yeahhhhh , I have received news that my aunts bought my a purple G-Shock! YES! FINALLY!! WOO WOO WOO!!!!

Just had to repost it .....

2011-09-22T22:19:00.001+08:00

A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each shared their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he was waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed. The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered, "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her." Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 98% of teenagers will not stand up for God? Repost this as if you truly believe in God. PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what and if you stand up for Him He will stand up for you. I bet 93% of the people that read this wont repost it.

=D

2011-09-22T22:11:00.001+08:00

Omg Hilal's stalking is fantastic! ♥ Click da link to see it! omg ! ♥ haha :D

yippee!

2011-09-21T16:40:00.002+08:00

I passed promotion test and Ridhuan said , wah this is the highest marks a human can get la! I hope it means the marks are good! :D Tomorrow is english oral as well as UG Floor-ball games :) Lalalal , hmmmm , I think theres this girl , who gets on my nerves a lot and I don't like her . She changed like so much since last year , well infact, everybody changed since last year .... Anyway bb!

irritating person

2011-09-21T16:37:00.002+08:00

People have limits and when their limits reached the brim they snap . Isn't it obvious? Don't ask me why I'm angry at you when you should clearly know the reason .....

what is a friend?

2011-09-18T22:23:00.004+08:00

Well , from what I can tell you , a friend is not someone who will flirt with the person they know that you like , a friend will stand of for you when other people talk shit about you not just stand by the side , a friend will not ignore you when members of the opposite gender are around , a friend will take note of your little dislikes and work around it , they'll listen to your sorrows and try and help you . They'll give you honest opinions on what they think will help you become a better person ..... And I haven't even mentioned what a best friend does .... So , after reading this.... Do you think you've been a good friend? Or are you seriously a self-centered snob that thinks you should be treated like a royalty? THIS APPLIES TO BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS. This world needs some serious character correction...... So do I ......

Hello ,

2011-09-16T23:50:00.001+08:00

Have you ever considered the fact that maybe its cause I like you ?

Random !?

2011-09-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

Siaaaan .... super tired ..... going swimming at SRC tmr~! wee weee weeeee~ Today's NCC proficiency test , I personally felt was chicken feet , today's PT was the shortest ever!!! lasted about 10-15 minutes or less then had to change back to number 3 cause of Muster parade =/ lalalala k ,

I ma post about brownies now , on wednesday , it was the day half the class had to bring ingredients to prepared a cold desert and sell is to people during recess , and my awesome group totally forgot to bring ANYTHING , so like we just grabbed anything we could find in the H.E room , and we ended up makin awesome brownies ^.^

wtf

2011-09-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

Wow ..... I am now suspecting the most major case of what could kill me ...... Zzzz , Sarah knows .... aiya whatever lah , not up to me to decide also anyway ... If this post gets seen by my friends , you , yes you , don't ask me whats this is about cause I won't tell you .....

mind your english

2011-09-15T19:31:00.003+08:00

All these damn idiots on fb with their poor broken english drives me up the wall .... zzzz ... BYE!

Class outing! ♥

2011-09-08T20:30:00.002+08:00

Oufff this class outing I had wished so much for to be a success turn out to be abosolutely fun! :D

Met Mallika at Pratik 1st at NEX , then Mark & Bryan came ,we went to look for Kym at the Taxi stand , went to the MRT station and waited for Tiara :) Then went to vivo , ate at Subway , then we met ,Justyn , Keith , Joshua , Jason , Isabel and Alex :) and we took the tram thingy thing thing to Sentosa beach station then we took the LUGE & Skyride 2 times , changed at headed for the beach & I stole Pratik's slippers cause I didn't bring slippers and the sand was scorching hot =D HHAAHA!

While walking on the beach to the kayak place it was like walking through the Sahara desert -.- When we finally got there we went straight into the water! My pants can see through cause I was wearing white pants ._. Then Kym , Mallika ,Tiara , Bryan went to play volleyball with these group of weirdo people O.o then I went to change cause I couldn't stand my see-through pants anymore hee hee .....

Then I joined their volleyball game =P the people were playing so pro , we hardly got a chance to hit the ball haha ...... Then blabla stop playing volleyball , then go water again , FYI THE WATER IS DISGUSTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We kept buying water and drinks cause the day was extremely hot , & I think I forgot to mention , while walking to the toilet to change my pants I literally collapsed cause my feet couldn't take the heat from the sand , I just plopped to the ground and sat there and fried my ass =P

Then later played beach soccer for awhile ... There was this small little cute boy was so good at soccer haha =D .

Later played volleyball amongst outselves . Isabel is a MONSTER AT VOLLEYBALL! Then later Met Sheryl and Si Hui :D I dragged Sheryl into the water =D HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Later , Kym , Tiara and Mark went to fetch Val , Jesin and Shanti :D We played water again and watched sunset tgt , OH YA , I KEPT THROWING SEAWEEED AROUND!!! whats so scary about seaweed anyway guys?! Then played volleyball for the last time with the weirdo ppl again , then their volleyball got stuck in a tree then they used Mallika's ball to hit it down ....

Then we packed up and went to bathe took damn freaking long , missed so many damn trams ... Then we decided to walk to the luge for our last ride ... then on our way we saw a tram heading towards us then we were like , Run or don't run ? Run or don'r run!? Then the tram very near us alr we were like RUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!! then chiong to the nearest tram station HAHAHA Then played LUGE for the last time :) Night luge is FREAKING AWESOME WITH ALL THOSE LIGHTS KAY!!! Then we went to Vivo and ate Long John Silvers , then went home :))))

♥ you guys that went for class outing that made it a success kay , and Thankyou God for not letting it rain though all the weather forecasts said it was going to :) ♥ you!!!

Thanks for reading!! ♥ - Habbee

♥ marymount

2011-08-29T23:09:00.002+08:00

You know what? I really actually don't give a shit :)

I have better friends than you'll ever have .

Until you've had the honour of having Sarah Yap as your best friend ,Sze Shen,Yih Ann, Sonia,Kelly,Steph,Sangeetha as your close ,awesome friends.

Don't tell me you've met a true friend cause , these people have stuck with me through thick and thin , fought against people we don't like together ,spoke up for each other when other people talk shit about each one of us rather than to just simply agree and say "Yeah shes a bitch!" just so you'll have more friends.

Got into trouble together , shared saddest / happiest times with each other , I don't believe I'll ever meet other people like them ever again , they accept me for who I am ,defend me when people scold me rather than just stand by the side and watch me fight for myself , comfort me when I'm sad rather than to rub salt into my wounds I should have appreciated them when they were with me everyday .....

♥ you guys so much haha :) No one can compare to the amount of joy and happiness you have given to me and I was reminded of that today :D

2011-08-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

So... my dad has an Iphone 3Gs , Iphone 4 , Ipad 2 , Samsung Galaxy Tab 10.1 and he won't buy me a stinking Iphone .... REALLY!?!??!?!

♥

2011-08-25T17:35:00.001+08:00

omgggggg so saaaaaaaddddddd

THANKS MUM AND DAD!

2011-08-23T22:09:00.003+08:00

I was so pumped up to study today , till my dad and mother started being irritating pricks , totally took away the moment ..... Had a terrible time revising ..... THANKS ALOT MUM AND DAD!!! THANKS ALOT!!! You know , IT WILL TOTALLY SPUR ME ON TO STUDY IF YOU TAKE AWAY MY INTERNET!!!

My dad , nagged at me cause I was FIVE FREAKING BLOODY MINUTES late for studying , AND THATS NOT ALL! HE STILL BOTHERED TO CALL MY MOTHER , YELLED AT HER AND ASKED HER TO SCOLD ME TOO!!!! WOW DAD!! You are the best!! THE BEST!!!!

AND YOU KNOW MUM , THANKS FOR REJECTING MY 3 MONTHS APPLICATION OF BEGGING FOR AN IPHONE , you told me if I did well in my maths you would buy the bloody Iphone for me , NOT ONLY YOU FRIGGIN LIED WHEN I GOT A2 FOR MY MATHS TEST YOU JUST SAID YA YA YA .

You know , I think I am being treated super unfairly amongst ALL MY COUSINS , MY YOUNGER COUSIN AGED 8 HAS A MORE ADVANCED PHONE THAN ME . He just has to ask him mum for 2weeks , HE GETS A FRIGGIN Wii . I beg 3 months I don't get anything at all!

You say I won't be able to control myself when I get an Iphone , WHAT ABOUT YOU , HYPOCRITE?! You said your'e an adult so you can do so , PLEASE , YOU ADULTS ARE NOT PERFECT , WHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL THAT YOU HAVE A BLOODY EXCUSE TO USE THE PHONE 24/7 AND LECTURE ME ABOUT THE DISADVANTAGES OF IT!? I AM SICK OF IT KAY , IF YOU THINK ITS SO BLOODY EASY TO GET A1s IN EXAMS , WHY DON'T YOU DO IT?! Infact , TRY TO NOT EVEN FAIL ONE SINGLE SUBJECT WHILE BEING THREATENED TO HAVE YOUR INTERNET OR MAYBE YOUR PHONE TAKEN AWAY . YOU'LL PROBABLY DIE. SO DON'T YOU THINK I'M BEING TREATED UNFAIRLY?! SICKENING MUCH!?

If your'e not gettin me an Iphone , I'll ask grandma to buy it instead .....

Thanks for ruining my day losers.

Whats up duck!

2011-08-23T16:51:00.004+08:00

=D Hello ,I'm in a rather good mood today :

The cheeena fish/byatch didn't scold me much today :)

And music project got 47/50 AWWW YEAAHHHH !! I was super nervous during the performance =P I thought our group will get very little cause we didn't prepare much teeheee =)

ANYWAY , Chinese CT paper was EPIC HAHAHAHAHA Shan't say what happened here :D Can ask me what happen if you really wanna know =P

I think paper was set by the Cheena woman , the comprehension was so friggin hard!

Tomorrows the last CT =) ITS MATHS!!
Wish me luck!! I wanna get in A maths!!! :)

♠ WORK IT HARDER, MAKE IT BETTER, DO IT FASTER, MAKES US STRONGER ,MORE THAN EVER HOUR ,AFTER OUR WORK IS NEVER OVER. ♠

kk bye bye :D - ♥ Rachel Habbee

2011-08-22T22:20:00.002+08:00

Today wearing No . 1 I felt so smart har har , until I got my math results =/ I FAILED omg ...... Psshhh study harder Rach!! Anyway , the idiotic heels were totally killing my feet today , and I seriously WANT TO DIE , i WAS SO DESPERATE THAT i DECIDED TO WALK AROUND BARE FOOTED , that how bad it was , I'd rather have dirty feet rather than painful feet Oufff , Okay guys bye bye :)

☻- Rachel Habbee

:)

2011-08-21T11:30:00.001+08:00

The only reason I went to F1 was to see Adam Lambert , I think paying $100 to see and hear a bunch of loud , noisy raving cars swoosh past you is not for me =P (No offence to anyone that does!)

2011-08-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

what should i do?

2011-08-20T07:57:00.003+08:00

So.... I don't know what to do now ......I guess many of you haven't been in a situation whereby like , the guy you like , tells you he likes your best friend, lies to you that he is single ..... and later asks to still be friends.....

I cried last night , I cried this morning ......

You know what its like to find out that you've been chasing a guy with a girlfriend? I don't know about you . But it makes me feel like a total idiotic slut. I feel really like , dumb , really really dumb ...... but I guess this is the price I pay for breaking my promise to myself to never like anyone in real life .....I am so stupid .....

I just want to forget everything like it never happened...

Hi youtube again , I'll stick with you to try and make me happier today ....

Bye -Habbee

WOW.

2011-08-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

So, all the reasons I was afraid to fall in love came true :)
Okay then , I , don't know what to say now and I just need to cry.
I am so stupid haha . I actually am really really stupid ....
I was never meant to fall in love, I'll just get hurt .
Its always been like that , always . I told myself never to fall in love,
but I did anyway. I ended up in tears again . *Sigh , k , bye

-Habbee

2011-08-16T16:05:00.000+08:00

Music was fun today :) and the China dog didn't really scold me at all :D I got A2 for my English class test!! Still , best not to get too complacent :) Tomorrow is the start of common test! :) Goodluck

INSECURITIES....

2011-08-15T06:33:00.002+08:00

Hmm , as you can see from the title , I know many of us have that , insecurities of walking alone to the toilet , water cooler ,insecurities of who we hang out with , insecurities of our parents , well for me , I have an insecurity of what I wear , look like and who loves me , for the first case, what I wear, hmm ,I think that is not A VERY BIG insecurity luh , the biggest should be who loves me, I feel really insecure about that, I go around everywhere and I see guys / girls falling in love , normal friends holding hands / hugging I'm not sure if they're the weird ones or I'm the weird one . So like I "try" to become like them but like I know it doesn't work so ....... yeah ...... and someone is class is a stupid ignoramus boob and I want to smash her face :D Her name is Dog :D Oh wait , she doesn't qualify to be a dog , she is shit :D hee hee kk bb OFF TO SCHOOL~

-Habbee

fml

2011-08-13T11:08:00.001+08:00

Yea , I guess I was never meant to be in love with someone , I knew it from the start , I should have kept it to myself . My eyes are swollen and my nose is stuffy , okay , bye .

bye -Habbee

Rejected again.

2011-08-12T18:39:00.005+08:00

I am so sad :(

My request for a hug today was turned down for the 3543294237th time.

I just have to accept the fact that no one wants to hug an ugly ogre :'( They're not obliged to hug me anyway .

bye bye - Habbee

♥ I'll get over it.

2011-08-11T17:57:00.002+08:00

Why do I keep runnin from the truth? All I ever think about is you . You've got my hypnotised , so mesmerised and I just go to know you . Do you ever think , when your'e all alone, all that we can be , where this thing can go ? Am I crazy or fallin in love , is this real or just another crush? Do you catch your breath when I look at you? Are you holdin back , like the way I do? Cause I'm try'na try'na walk away , but I know this crush ain't goin away~ ♥

singing , small people & hugs :D

2011-08-11T16:50:00.000+08:00

Yep , the title tells you what I love :) I like big people too luh , but small people are exceptionally adorable :D

2011-08-09T23:03:00.008+08:00

NDP was awesome :D Never fail to watch it every year :D SINGAPORE FOREVER! I♥SG

hmm so , I am very lazy to update my blog cause like , blogging is like ,time consuming , and technically almost pointless , but if you want to know what i constantly feel , my views, and stuff , go to my tumblr :D I mean like , I reblog almost EVERYTHING, but my tumblr posts make up who I am , what I think is funny / meaningful and want to say to some people :) so : FOLLOW www.habbeeisabletofly.tumblr.com for my daily updates :D ♥

Bye ! Take care - ☻ Habbee ☻

2011-08-07T11:24:00.002+08:00

I am just posting this for the sake of having a post on my blog O.o , so , I'll tell you what I did yesterday ......

Yesterday morning wakeup , get scolded by a Byatch , go swimming and bowling with my relatives ♥ at SRC , OMG THE POOL WAS HEATED , its nice when you first go in , after that you just really want a dip in a cold pool , so I went to the hot bath / steam room & cold pool ,the hot bath was like 40 degrees celcius O.o went you go in and soak yourself the feeeling is like SHUANGG , after that i jumped into the 18 degrees cold pool and almost died IT WAS LIKE ICE! My body just the "ZZZHNNGGGGG" feeling hahhaa ,after that , went into the steamroom , It was so hard to breathe inside there ! But after I came out I found it so easy to breathe outside air O.o (not that it was difficult before :P )

Then went to suntec, which is nearby , for Church ♥ :) Pastor Kong preached about "Doing more than expected" :D after that , went to eat food at a food court , then i not full so I buy Pretzel :D Auntie Anne's Pretzel :D yummy! and then we went home :D on the way home , I bought a packet of macdonald large fries eat half packet then throw away -.-

Okay bye bye ! -Habbee ☻

2011-08-06T09:33:00.003+08:00

Walao eh , I am damn pissed of , this man living in my house, whom I'm being forced to call "Daddy" is driving me insane , PLEASE LAH YOU , if I have been living with not studying on SATURDAYS LIKE ALL MY NORMAL FRIENDS , AND GETTING A BLOOODY A2 FOR MATHS WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM IF I GO OUT AND PLAY WITH MY BETTER SIDE OF THE FAMILY , WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM IF I GO TO CHURCH , WA LAO , STUPID SIA , CHURCH ALSO CANNOT GO , THANKS AH THANKS YOUR'E THE BEST FATHER IN THE WORLD. ps, the only reason I changed my surname was cause his parents are nice and my mother kept pestering me to . I did it almost unwillingly.

2011-08-04T18:46:00.002+08:00

Today , played Badminton during P.E , was fun and all , then had retarded creative writing EL class , I want to pon omg , it sucks like , SUCKS. The sushila woman is just so damn irritating, Damn Jau (irritating in Nepalese :P ) Hmm , went straight home after that ...

I am so pissed off at a two-faced byatch , urf , sickening , I want to slap her kay . Stupid oaf , if I do anything that make you unhappy don't talk behind my back , come up to my face and say it . Chao girl , keep this up the only friends your'e gonna have are all really actually two-facers too. GOOD JOB =D stupid chao hati (elephant in Nepalese)

kk bye bye ☻ -Rachel Habbee

2011-08-03T19:52:00.003+08:00

One of my most favourite scenes in The Dark Knight :) Joker ♥

"Don't talk like one of them , your'e not , even if you'd like to be . To them , your'e just a freak , like me , they need you right now , and when they don't , they'll cast you out just like the leper."

2011-08-02T19:56:00.003+08:00

Maybe I'm just being over-emotional ....... I shouldn't think so much lah , if it doesn't care , why should I , blah , is it just trying to make me feel like the most unwanted person in the world ? Cause if thats what it's mission is to do , it has succeeded . Yea , I feel like the most unwanted person in the world . One day it treats me so well , one day it treats me like shit, one day, I'll just give up , I should give up , but , I love it too much to let go . ARGHHH , someone , just shoot me lah . Calling me over-dramatic is an understatement. BYE , btw if you haven't realised , it is a person.

Self-pride

2011-08-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

Many youths these days have a lot of stress ,coming from friends, family , relatives , all other people , stress to look good , stress to be smart , stress to be cool , stress to have friends , stress to be filial , stress to like , everything . We all know every human has pride , this pride, I personally feel that it adds extra stress on us , this pride prevents us from receiving / giving more love away , this pride builds up all our emotions cause we bottle everything all up and refuse any help from anybody , which eventually leads to an explosion in emotions & feelings . So I feel that sometimes , we need to put our pride aside and pour what we feel out , to somebody we can trust , I personally , well , have almost NO SELF-PRIDE at all which is something not to be proud of actually =X So , I usually tell everybody everything about what I feel , I'm just really straight forwards and can hurt / anger people easily with what I feel , I mean , some people may get offended by what I say and think , but you know , you can't please everybody =/ haha .

☻-Habbee

Nex? o.O

2011-08-01T22:14:00.002+08:00

Wah , today damn tired xD , went to NEX to eat Teppanyaki!♥ , after that , walk around , go guardian , laugh at some products (you know what products) , then played hide& seek , MAJOR HIDE N SEEK , play until siao . Run till mad , SOMEMORE I IN HIGH-HEELS Oh goodness me, then me and Val saw a poor thing dog :( ITS WAS SO SAD =D , blah , kk new post comin up , totallly unrelated to this :D

ALOHA!

2011-07-29T19:43:00.002+08:00

Just came hope from School's NDP rehearsal and I am dying haha , I am going to MBS now! bb :) I ♥ you :)

☻-Habbee

you'll never know how much you hurt me.

2011-07-28T18:27:00.002+08:00

O.o what an emo title .... I guess that means this is gonna be an emo post? haha yea , I just , I just am confused . One day you say this , another day you say that. One day your'e so nice, another day your'e just ice cold. I don't even know why I try . LOL , I just keep hurting myself while you don't give a shit at all .

Why doesn't anybody tell me how they truly feel about me ? Every time they tell their story , they either tell it half-way or don't say anything at all . Then they go to their friends and tell them all that nonsense , then their friends have to come and talk to me .....then their friend has to become the messenger .

You know, I feel bad when I hurt people when I don't mean to , especially when I care for the person A LOT. When they don't tell me things or when I'm the last person to know , I think about it a lot before I go to sleep , am I a terrible friend? Where did I go wrong?

Thats why for those people whom I text at night and I tell them I'm going to sleep , I actually have just decided to reflect on my day , plan for tomorrow and cry myself to sleep. And when someone texts me after I say I'm going to sleep and I reply , thats the reason why.

Some of you reading this probably can relate to me , some of you reading this think I'm stupid , some of you reading this don't give a shit . Well , think whatever you want! Your mind can't be controlled by me. If it could be controlled by me I'd make you make pretty clothes for me and buy crumpler for me and yeah , all those nice stuff . Blah .

I just want to scold everybody cause I hate a stupid bitch . Blah STUPID BITCH! EAT DIRT YOU WHORE!!!

Bye , no smiley today -Rachel Habbee

chc ♥

2011-07-27T22:08:00.005+08:00

Haha , I don't know why , when I go back to hear all the CHC songs , my tears just flow out . I ♥ CHC forever~ It has fantastic memories , not once I've been sad inside , except for when that Teacher Micheal guy scolded me >:( well , I want to go back to the house of God , back to where I belong , back to where it had carved my good qualities . I have done so many wrong things lately , its time I repent to God. Hopefully I'll find an awesome cell group! :)

♥ God forever , fear no one else but him & put no one else higher than him. My God is the only God in the world and there's no one else better.

☻- Rachel Habbee Lambert

HAHA

2011-07-27T17:57:00.003+08:00

So , just came back from NEX with Tiara & Bryan the Sunflower . Ate Pasta Mania , then I now broke T.T okok , better stop going out so often ... Stayed in Pasta Mania for damn long, talking about tons of nonsense. Then go out , walk around , suddenly met Heng Wei , then I go home .

Hmm , oh ya , hey blog readers! I wanna tell you that theres a china dude who read my fb status then not happy & called me a "no brain person" and a "bitch" then I replied him a whole chunk of words luh , now I think he don't know what to say haha , noob . I think he's some sort of Ah Beng or something , I think he moment he can't find anything better to say he'll threaten to beat me up haha , but hes a student cousillor , so I dono . From his facebook , I can tell alot of people also don't like him luh . His profile picture nobody like one . Nobody post on his wall also . HAHAHAH fail .

Okay ☻ this has been Habbee , bye bye! :D

a tired post.

2011-07-26T17:17:00.003+08:00

Okay, so I'm home , I feel so tired today zzz for no rhyme or reason -.- I am having mentrual cramps zzzzz . So sian today , zzz , dono why leh , never even do anything strenous . <- is that how you spell it ? idk , idc , I am too tired to bother, I'd usually google it , BLAH , I should bathe soon, then dry my hair and maybe nap *Yawn (beep beep meep meep Battery 20% left), I'm so silly , silly milly dilly hilly rilly nilly . I love you , Y U No ♥ me back? haha Oink, Postin nonsense like a boss, woohoo . Y are you still reading this? Do you have nothing better to do? BOZO , okay byebye , haha I called you a bozo and you can't reply to that, noob . Hahah . =P i win, you lose , okay you don't lose , I'm nice, its a draw har har. Bye!

☻-Rachel Habbee-☻

Fitting in?

2011-07-25T19:28:00.003+08:00

Hmm , today was fun and made me think alot ? I guess, well , I just wanna say to .... everybody? Fitting in is not very important(Not sayin that its totally not worth doing) It is important , just not VERY , and , the popular kids at school , may not be the BEST company , at the end of the day , you really need to know who your true friends are, I think sometimes people become too oblivious to their friends changing and think that its totally fine , till one they , they just snap and everything falls apart , so before that day comes , I think we should reflect on who our true friends are, who will be there for us and really , JUST CHOOSE YOUR FRIENDS, if they really are your friends , and they care for whats best for you , they'll understand your decisions , even in they don't agree with it at first , give them time , and if their views still don't change then well , just get over it. I personally have had countless times tryin to fit into what I felt was where I was meant to be but I was wrong so so so many times and through all my mistakes I've learnt : Just be yourself and whoever does not like you the way you are , tell them to just screw themselves , you are perfect in anyway that you are . Don't let what other say , think or do, affect who you are and your beliefs . Stand up for whatever you feel is right and you'll rise up to be the awesome person you were meant to be .

♥-Rachel Habbee ☻

2011-07-24T22:24:00.003+08:00

Okay , so I just got back home from Tuition & Church , Okay so like I had tuition from 1-3 , ard 1.30 Effie like texted me saying the service was actually earlier! X_X so like after tuition , I rushed down to Paya Lebar MRT to meet Effie haha , we reached Heart Of God church like at , 3.30?-3.40? just after Praise and worship finished :) I heard the sermon and all , and I didn't quite understand but the words that really impacted me and made me reflect on my actions we're that :"We should start seeing people more like how Jesus sees people .." and I found that really meaningful luh, Then we had praise and worship again & I really enjoyed that.... service ended around 5-5.10? then I was told like , they have dinner IN THE CHURCH HALL! First time I've come across this , so they actually clear up the chairs in the hall and set-up tables in the church and eat together IN THE HALL! (like the place where the service was held) I was really suprised! So , like , after service , they go down and buy food , go back up again and eat! I really enjoyed eating together in the hall haha XD The people there were really friendly and like , Me and Effie hung around till about 7.20? Then we made our way to NEX & we saw Senado ROFL. Left NEX arnd 8.30pm and went home :), Bathed and studied from 9-10 :D anyway theres school tomorrow T.T (SHIT!) haha

Okay , this has been Rachel Habbee! ☻ byebye!!!

2011-07-24T22:18:00.002+08:00

So true , I am a victim ! Oh goodness help me!! hhaha XD I ♥ this photo so much , I think Ima put it at my profile bar =D

2011-07-24T11:16:00.002+08:00

Eating food now 0.0 , hmm , going for tuition later @ 12.30 from 1-3 then rushing down to Paya Lebar to attend Effie's church she invited me to :) She said its affiliated to CHC & the people there are really nice , so I ma check it out =P My mother says if I enjoy the service I can go every week haha xD hmm , boreddd, I don't understand why ppl no like fb , cause they get no Notif or what? Or after they clear their Notifs they have nothing to do , either ways I don't think FB is fun luh , but like , a good communicating platform as compared to tumblr or twitter , its easier to talk really ,,, OK bb I am off to tumblr! :P

☻-Rachel Habbee

2011-07-23T09:35:00.001+08:00

Eeeheee I look so cute ^.^ HAAHHAAH JKJK (thick skin) Hmm what ah , oh ya, Why am I up so early on a Saturday? Its because I'm going SWIMMING! at Aranda :P I dono go there got what special luh , but just go loh , xD , mmmmmm , OK i go pack my bag now baii baii :D

☻-Rachel Habbee

2011-07-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

I am a big fat liar. Heeheeeeee

2011-07-22T20:16:00.004+08:00

I'd tell you about how pain my legs are :P But thats just a weekly affair that I have to bear with . Afterall , I was the one so persistant in joining NCC even though my dad and mother told me not to =P See loh see loh , don't listen to parents..... ☺ I feel so happy today XD , you know , I learnt so much today , and I feel so happy, I went to NEX aft school to eat with Val & Gab , (thought we would reach back to school late) But we weren't late at all!! Yippee! ☻ , During NCC some person made some insensitive remarks , causing a girl to cry Zzzz I know that girl isn't very matured lah , but please, if someone said to you "What the fuck is wrong with you" (Quoting EXACT what some person said , HOW WOULD YOU LIKE IT. ANYWAY , I just wanna mention to all my friends :) Thanks so much for being my friend , even though I ma weird ass , irritating sometimes and stupid sometimes haaha ♥ you guys so much :P

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Anyway this has been Habbee ☻ , Baii baii :D

why?

2011-07-21T16:49:00.000+08:00

All I've gotta say left is "why ?" I've made my move , I did all I think I could've done already . Why continue to put yourself through the suffering ? You know , if you don't open up to the people that want to help you , then nobody can help you but yourself . You know , I tried to be friendly today , I tried to help , but I don't know anymore , I thought I knew . You probably have your own reasons for doing what you're doing . I can't read your face at all , your face says one thing but your mouth says another , its really bothering me . Well , I guess I shouldn't be judging , and like , sayin stuff , heres just my words of advice , "If it makes you happy , go for it. Cause there's no other feeling that is better than happiness or love" ..... And , yeah I still really do care ....

2011-07-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

Chao P.E teacher , make us run outside school , I walked like 3/4 of the way =P

Me saw Slip-On shoes at Cotton on for only $25 O.o I think I wanna buy , see what my mother say first, probably , "NO" Its probably not durable and will spoil easily anyway zzzzz

Hmm , I wanna go out after Common Test this term , I want a class outing! =P Probably go like , Bird Park or like Sentosa or like , some fun place that ppl will wanna go , Oookay , maybe not class outing , hmm like... Friend outing? haha . I got chocolates from that Sushila woman! :P Ppl all skipping the lame english class , you know why? cause its lame. Waste my time & effort =P

I ♥ Ms yani! XD She is the most awesomest English teacher in Bartley , a ranking of No. 2 In my list of favourite english teachers . :D

That HPB video on teevee is so adorable =P

☺ meow meow this has been Habbee , bb :D

Just need you guys to know

2011-07-20T18:42:00.001+08:00

Okay , so the previous post before this was just to clear some matters up and stuff , WELL ANYWAY the previous post before that was telling guys how happy I am , obviously I am affected by the situation and feel sad about it too , but I felt instead of looking at the bad side of things , I could count my blessings and look on the bright side , if I were to write about how terrible the situation / problem is / how I feel about it won't it just make my blog seem really emo ? =P esp with the black background .. heehee , So , yesterday I had a choice , to write about losing a really close friend or writing about how happy my day was obviously , to try and not let everyone know how sad , upset I am , over this matter and blowing things out of proportion (which now I think already is) I decided to write about happy things , which I guess kind of made it seem like (HAHA I JUST LOST A FRIEND! YIPPEEE I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!! WOOHOO) but everyone needs to know that thats not true AT ALL , I am really sad over this situation and I didn't want people to think , "OH HEY LOOK AT THIS EMO GIRL SHE MADE THINGS HARD FOR HERSELF AND NOW SHES BEING EMO" Hence I wrote about happy things , I know my blog post seem very sad when I don't use emoticons like =) OR ^^ to lighten up the post , I bet when you read those emoticons you suddenly felt better hee hee , WELL LESSON LEARNT GUYS! Use emoticons in the right time to brighten up situations . Okay , back to the main point , I have consulted some friends in what to do over the situation , and they all gave me the same reply , so like , yeah ,Please don't think I totally flipped cause of this situation , I could name of a few more situations but I don't want to be telling everybody what happened cause it will be really mean , AND OH , YOU , READING THIS POST, I just want you to know , Don't let what others might do/think affect what your decision is ....